Because I was always intoxicated with a worldly false ego, wanting to be repeatedly praised, I deprived myself of my own real benefit. But because of the influence of my previous births’ activities in devotional service, I came into the association of Shrila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, who was the form of my spiritual well-wisher. My spiritual master [Shrila Gaura-kisora dasa Babaji] would go and visit Shrila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, and many times would reside with him. Shrila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, out of his compassion for other living entities, pointed out my spiritual master, Shrila Gaura-kisora dasa Babaji. Upon seeing my spiritual master, the extent of my worldly false ego diminished. I knew that all the other living entities who have taken the human form of life were also fallen and low like myself. But by gradually observing the spiritual character of my master, I realized that only a Vaishnava could reside in this material world and be of exemplary character.”